NoPhEe’S bLoG ^^

hey… juz letting u all aware that i have focused my posting on my other blog… pls visit http://nophee-ariesgirl.blogspot.com

Cheers,

Novy

hey… lama ya gw ga cerita di blog friendster gw…. soalnya gw jadi lebih sering cerita2 di blog gw yg lama…. klo mo liat2 silakan… ke sini aja… http://nophee-ariesgirl.blogspot.com

mo cerita nih…. gw lagi bingung nih…. (kayaknya ga pernah nggak deh ya?!) tp beneran…. gw lagi dihadepin ke crossroad lagi!!! bedanya…. kali ini tuh, gw dah tw musti jalan ke mana… gw tw… tp gw rada ga rela… rada ga mau… klo gw mo bandel sih, gw bisa aja jalan ke jalan yg lain… yg ga seharusnya… tp gw ga mau… gw mau nurut apa yg bener…. iihhhh!!! beneran deh.. melakukan sesuatu yg "bener" tuh… susah bgt!!! menderita nih…

gw bener2 ga tw mo cerita ke sapa… td mlm, nelpon ivana… tidak banyak membantu… dy malah curhat…. LoL… well, gw seneng sih dy curhat ma gw… at least gw bisa lupain masalah gw utk sementara… trus abis nelp ivana, jadi kepikiran lagi deh…. trus…. gw pusink.. jadi gw tidur aja… LoL… dengan harapan…. wkt bangun, gw bisa yakin dengan pilihan gw… ternyata.. begitu gw bangun…. masalahnya ga ilang!!! (ya iya lah!!! duh!) trus… gw bener2 ga tahan lagi… gw cerita deh di blog… hehehe :p rasanya mo explode nih!!! sedih… takut… khawatir… bener2… gw butuh org buat meluk gw saat ini… mama… i wish u r here…. ga usah dipeluk deh… tempat buat nyender aja dah cukup…. rasanya… mau menghilang neh!! i wish i’m invisible… (eh, ga mau deh!! amit2!!!) hehehe :p

lu pernah ga sih??? bermimpi ttg sesuatu yg indah… berharap itu jadi kenyataan… tp keliatannya harapan itu semu… begitu lu berhenti berharap… mimpi itu jadi kenyataan!!! tp… lu terlalu kaget…. terlalu takut buat percaya… terlalu takut buat nerima… karena… lu ga siap… duhhhh!!!! maaakkkk!!! pusinkkk!!! hahaha… maap ya buat yg baca blog gw… maap klo blog ini membingungkan… karena gw ndiri juga bingung mo nulis apa en gimana nulisnya.. hehehe :p udah deh… ntar lu smua ikutan pusink juga…. :p

ku tak mengerti… disaat senyum… canda… dan tawa… masih ada di dunia ini… mengapa manusia dunia hanya memandang kepada tangis dah lara??

masi banyak cahaya dan sinar di ujung jalan… walau gelap menutupi…

tak dapatkah kau lihat secercah cahya di sana?? kilaunya dapat membutakan… tp memberikan kehangatan…

maka… pandanglah ke depan… jauh di depan sana!!! jangan terus menengok ke belakang, karena di belakang… hanya ada kelam…

ps: buat ‘the UnaY’ yg ga gw kenal…

hi people… i dunno wot to write tonite… i give this post a title called "Melbourne" juz becoz i’m in melbourne now… and i’m looking at the city view atm… it’s pretty at nite… it’s like jakarta… (where i came from)… well maybe it’s not as crowded as jkt… but it reminds me to my hometown…

i wanna share my story bout my life so far… :P  i’ve made some new friends from ICM… (it’s Indonesian Campus Ministry)… sort of like MuDiKa… the ppl r really friendly… and really feels like home… i used to feel lonely in this city… (tell u sumthing, i dont really like to live in a big city…) thats why im so happy that i met these ppl… with the same nationality and same belive as mine…

when i think about it again… i believe its not a coincidence… it’s god’s plan… it’s his work… i know he wants to make me closer to him.. (coz i’ve been far from him lately…) he has tried so many ways.. and this is one of them… i’m so lucky in everyway… and i shouldve thank’s him for everything… but i still whinge a lot… pls friends.. whoever.. reminds me bout it… :p

hey guys… i’m really sorry that i have to leave you all in perth… sumtimes i wish i’ve never took that choice… moving to melbourne…

you know what?? up to this time… i havent got anyplace to stay permanently… is it so sad??? while in perth i can live happily ever afer wifout worrying bout anything else….

but… that’s my choice… i’ve gotta move on… and keep learning… coz there are a lot of stuff to learn here… ^^

Duuuuhhh!!! hari ini pusiiiing bgt!!!! kardus dimana2…. barang berserakan dimana2… sampe mo duduk ato jalan aja musti pindah2in barang dulu…. paling sebel deh klo pindah2… mana barang gw banyak… jadi repot deh… bnyk bgt yg harus di pack…

btw, kmrn malem… gw ikutan choir… seneng deh bisa nyanyi bareng lagi ma anak2 icyo… walaupun mgkn buat yg terakhir kali…. wkt nyanyi, ada satu saat dimana gw ngerasa sedih bgt…. kenapa setiap taon gw diisi dengan goodbyes… dari sejak gw di high school… sampe skrg…. hidup itu lucu juga klo dipikir2…. kita suka tanpa sengaja ketemu org yg asing buat kita, trus tiba2 pas dah akrab…. itulah saatnya kita musti berpisah…. sebenernya, gw ga nyesel ama skali kul di perth ini buat setaon… setidaknya gw bisa dapet temen2 yg baek n care ma gw…. temen2 yg true… yg bisa ngajarin gw soal arti hidup…. ngajarin gw macem2 yg ga pernah gw tw…

thanks ya temen2…. apapun yg terjadi nanti…. walau ntar gw bakal jarang kontak, dsb…. u’re always be in my heart…. gw ga bakal pernah lupa deh…. n klo sempet… ntar gw pasti maen2 ke perth lagi!!! ^^

Alo semua… Maap ya, postingan kali ini pake bahasa indo aja… abisnya 2.5 bulan di indo, inggris gw jd jelek lagi…. huehehe :p mustinya gw jangan pulang ya? abisnya setiap pulang ke indo inggrisnya jadi kaku lagi…. oh well, too bad… dah terjadi, mo gimana lagi? hehehe :p

Oiya, tw ga?! gw baru aja nyampe perth hari ini loh!!! td terbang dr jkt jan 00.10, naek qantas dgn nmr penerbangan QF 140…. mana sumpek bgt di pesawat!!! penuh bgt, panas, sempit… rasanya kayak kejepit gitu…. jadi ga bisa tidur nyenyak… untung aja td gw sempet tidur siang abis balik dari city… oiya, td ya… gw tuh ampiiiirrr aja kehilangan hp gw… i’m so stupid, so careless… gw ga tw klo kantong dalem jakat gw (gw kira kantong, twnya bukan) tuh bolong!!!! wajar aja pas bediri langsung jatoh di pesawat, untung aja orang2 jaman sekarang ga bisa dipisahin dari hp… berhubung org disekeliling gw pada sibuk nelp n sms, tangan gw jadi gatel juga mo ikutan… eeeehhh ga twnya pas dicari… TIDAK ADA di kantong baju!!!! gw dah panih aja… dah mana antrian buat declare barang panjang bgt lagi… gw dah terlanjur antri setengah jalan, gw tinggal deh…. trus lapor klo gw kehilangan hp…. thank goodness, pesawatnya belom terbang lagi…. untung gw nyadarnya sebelom smp rumah…. alhasil… kembalilah hp-ku pada gw….. huehhehe… trus sialnya lagi nih…. as you might have guess… gw musti antri buat declare barang dari belakang lagi… antriannya tuuuuhhh GA TAHAN!!!! dah kayak org lagi maen ULAR NAGA… hehehe… akhirnya, setelah 2jam di bandara, bebas juga lah gw… BTnya… ada satu barang yg gw declare… (tas dari bahan serat2 kayu gitu deh) malah ga bisa lewat…. ditahan!!! can u believe it???!!! I was waiting for 2 hours for NOTHING!!!!! hiks…

so, that’s the story bout my flight…. so if u see me tmrw, dont ask me how the flight was…. it’s CRAP!!! btw, i have a good and bad news for you guys…. the good news is… i’m moving to melbourne to continue my study… i might leave on the 18th feb… the bad news is…. u gonna miss me!!!! huahaha ^^ kidding….. narcis bgt ya gw…. hahaha!!! ^^   hhhhhffff…. sedih juga sih…. i’m gonna miss ya all!!!!

hey everyone!!! ^^ i’m home now~~!!! dont be jealous at me yach!!! :p  hmmm…. wanna tell u all about my trip and bout my excitement and bout all my holiday… but i can’t really… why? coz i’ve juz started my holiday… not much to be told…

it’s really good to be home again!!! i have no idea how much i missed this place… i can’t even stop being excited about little new things that i’ve found… i’ve learnt cooking… on the 1st day… eating ‘toge’ (bean sprout) was sumthin that feels like a heavenly pleasure for me… hahaha… it’s one of my favourite food btw… i ate rice again… don’t really miss bread… hahaha… guess i’m sick of it… listen to my little sisters "ocehan" again… tok to my mum n dad again… try pretty hard to talk to my other sista… (she’s kindda ‘busy’)… wot else… oh yeah, never go anywhere without traffic jam… the traffic is a disaster… can’t be described… but… yeah, i’ve been brought up in this kind of situation, hope i’ll get used to it again…

i tell u sum funny things that i’ve done… i was accidently say "dollar" when i was asking bout price… (felt bad n embarrased.. :p) then, i also find it hard to talk in chinese again, and keep accidently say it in english instead of chinese… :p  wot else? hummm… i dunno… juz found that go to the local market is sumthin interesting… hehehe :p feel like a tourist.. :p

anyway, that’s all for now… gotta have dinner soon… or maybe play with my sister.. coz she keeps calling me… oh, forgot sumfin, it’s mangoes season atm!!! Yummy ‘harum manis’… hehehe :p  cya all!!! gonna miss u all…

sori nih, dari judulnya aja pasti dah ketauan, isinya bakal keluhan belaka…. jadi buat yg lagi ga pengen liatin ato baca keluhan2 gw, gw saranin ga usah dibaca aja ini blog, soalnya cuma buang2 waktu lu aja….. ^^

Yea… gini deh, gw capek bgt…. pegel bgt… hari ini ga tw napa, jam 6.30 pagi gw dah bangun, n ga bisa tdr lagi…. trus seharian keluar rumah, sampe jam 10 mlm baru balik…. (gw balik malem karena kerja, bukan gara2 keluyuran loh ya!)

anyway, td kan ada music competition di Bethany Church of God…. trus Choir ICYO+TOM tuh  ikutan…. nyayinya keren bgt deh!!!  kebetulan kelompok yg ikut tuh cuma 5 kelompok, jadi kemungkinan buat menangnya besar bgt…. mayan loh klo bisa menang juara pertama, bisa dapet $1000… eeeehhh, ga disangka, disana gw ketemu ama temen sd gw yg dah ilang kontak ama sekali… namanya Lia… n lebih surprising lagi, dia masi inget nama gw?!!!  gw kira tampang gw kan pasti dah berubah laah dibanding wkt di sd… ternyata masi bisa dikenali… hehehe :p
terbukti tuh, gw ga pernah operasi plastic…. hehehe :p

duuuuuh, pegel bgt nih… coba ada yg pijitin gw, bakal enak bgt nih… dah ngantuk nih, tp masi blom mau tidur…. rasanya sayang bgt wkt cuma dipake buat tidur… hehehe :p aneh ya gw?!!! org2 mah, mo tdr ga bisa tdr, klo gw, bisa tdr tp ga mo tdr…. hehehe :p yea, that’s me….. wot eva u wanna call me…. WEIRDO?!! ok i accept it… coz i do think tat i’m a weirdo… hehehe :p

dah dulu deh… kayaknya gw bakal browsing fs lagi or i’ll go to sleep soon…. huaaaahhh, bsk masi hrs bangun pagi buat ke greja lagi… :(((   ga papa deh… kan demi kebutuhan rohani gw juga…. btw, di misa bsk, anak2 chilit bakal tugas loh!!! mereka lucu2 bgt deh…. hihihii….

good nite everyone!!!

Heyaaa everyone!!! it’s me again…. i was goin to write sumfin… but now i forgot… huehehe :p  so forgetful!!! >_<
oooohhh i remembered now…. i was thinkin bout my situation now…
it kindda funny how the life goes… i clearly remember when the 1st time i arrive in the house where i live at the moment, i was so excited… and really like my host mum, coz i think she’s very kind… but my house mate, at tat time, told me tat she doesnt like her… and now… wot happened is otherwise… my new house mate get along so well wif my host mum, and i (honestly) dont really like my host mum… i mean, i still think she is nice n kind… but i kindda know bout her more….. and sumtimes i juz felt tat she’s a bit unfriendly to me when i’m not 100% agree wif wot she’s saying…. and wot i hate most… she always embarrased me (i’m sure she didnt mean it….)…  sumtimes makes me feel stupid…. and i hated it!!! i really wish she can be more motherly to me… i really wish she can be a person who i can tell everything to… but unfortunately… she is not tat kind of person… she’s more grannish… (i mean like grandma) ^^
anyway… i’ll go home soon… so i dun care much anymore… i can meet my mum and share woteva i wanna tell her…. i can also tok to my friends.. my sistas… and last but not least… my dad… ^^
can’t wait for tat moment…
but now… i gotta study hard 1st… i’ve dun 3 exams… i’ve got 3 left… hopefully i’ll pass all units this semester… wanna make my self n parents proud…. (but i have a feeling i might fail the human bio… gosh! hopefully not….) >_<

hey!!! guess wot!!! i’ve juz got a call from my oz fren… LUCY!!! missed her so much!!! i didnt expect her to ring me… hopefully it’ll be a good sign for my next exam tomorrow…. coz i’m feeling good atm… wot else could i ask for??? it’s a beautiful day today… get pretty good for nutrition assignment…. i can do the food safety exam pretty well…. and my best fren juz rang me and we plan to meet up before i go back… these should give me enough motivation to study today….
Good luck novsta!!!! ^^